Painful
I tried not to think about it anymore but it hurts me even more.It hurts me painfully…though I have already been notify on the actions, yet my heart couldn’t forgive and forget.What is done is done.Couldn’t turn back time.My heart had broken into pieces.There’s nothing that can be done…No one to blame but myself…Hopefully when I woke up,I will feel better…
Party
Last night party wasn’t a blast but i guess all of us having lots of fun.None of the girls in 1510 got drunk,luckily.Heard from Jon that there’ll be an upcoming in door party again after our finals.There wasn’t much picture yesterday but we still manage to camwhore….a lil.
L-R: Me, Cherrie, Kar May, Ponnie
L-R: Me, Cherrie, Chin Yong, Kar May & Ponnie
Yesterday surprisingly we cant see lots of things.I friend of mine who recently couple with a girl hugging and kissing(FYI not French kiss) with another girl.This girl is kinda “popular” among my friends.She also busy hugging another guy while dancing as well.I wonder she has a bf o not.If she has,how would he feel?
Just a question for you readers.
Lets take a scenarios for example where if you have a boyfriend,can you forgive him kissing a girlfriend of his at her cheek though he did inform you that he kisses his friend after doing so.Can you still forgive him?Kindly give me a rationale answer.
Feeling bored at the moment & stole a tag from Ponnie as i find it a lil hilarious.Shuffle & play…here it goes…
1. Describe yourself.
In A Positive Frame of Mind – SHUFFLE!
Rofl….
2. How has the past 17 years been for you?
Two Steps – Se7en
Two steps??no idea
3. Whats going on in your mind lately?
4ever – The Veronicas
4ever to b his~~~ XD
4. What has been a great influence to you?
Language is Friend – Full House OST
I tink the great influence is communication..
5. I am currently….
Inner Universe – Yoko Kanno
Erm…undefinable
6. I want someone who is…
Guilty – The Rasmus
SWEAT!!!
7. I can’t stand people who are…
Rising Sun – TVXQ
Huh??I cant stand ppl who is stuck up?
8. What is better to do than to blog now?
Yume To Sora Ga Kanaderu Merodi – SHUFFLE
O.o
9. My blog is all about…
Who Do You Love – The Moffats
Yeah…i guess its only partially kua….
10. 10 years from now, I might be…
The Place Where Wishes Come True – Clannad
I still wonder…
11. Shuffling is…
Stupid Cupid – Mandy Moore
Stupid people only shuffle…rofl…
12. Foosball is
Want You Back – Mandy Moore
Want the ball back into the goal….kekeke
13. I love..
Stand – Jewel
Not really…
14. Whats your best pickup line?
Bartender – T-Pain ft Akon
Clubbing tonight and have a drink??
15. Where did you put my wallet?
Chiisana Tenohira – Riya
No idea what does that mean
16. What do you do when you see your ex pass by?
The Great Escape – Boys Like Girls
MUHAHHAHA
17. If I could turn back time, I would..
Tremulous With Heartthrobs – SHUFFLE
zzzzzzzzz………..
18. When you’re at the movies, and the couple behind you is making obscene noises, you would turn around and say…
Ni – Lin Yi Chen
You….???19. What are your preference on girls?
Mimpi – Daniel Lee
Errmm….girls usually dreams???
20. Your favourite food at 12 midnight.
At The Beginning – Richard Marx and Donna Lewis
Huh??
21. For the people out there who read this, I’d like to say…
Cry – Mandy Moore
=.=
22. Describe your college life.
What Are You Waiting For – Lindsay Lohan
Its fun so what are you waiting for…huh huH hUH HUH
23. If you could say one last word to your loved one, what would it be?
Roaring Tides – Clannad
I miss those time with you listening to the roaring tides….
24. What would you want for your next birthday present?
Kai Bu Liao Kou – Jay
^.^ as written above….
25. I totally dislike…
And So The Story Goes – Maria Montell
Too many things I dislike….XD
26. Favourite slogan…
Byul – Kim Ah Joong
………….-____-
27. I am going to…
Strike On – Move
Strike on to b a better person??
28. After you’ve played a game of football in the mud, you yell to your opponents..
Osanai Hi No Kimochi – SHUFFLE
My opponent will look at me and stun…cuz i assume that they dun und jap neither do i….
29. If your life was was written in a book, the title of the book would be..
Always With Me (Piano) – Joe Hisaishi
Wow….unbelievable…its so not me…lol
30. Describe your iTunes library.
Dong Le – Tank
ZZzzzzzz
31. Diet Coke is bad for health because..
Back Here – BBMak
O.o
32. Whats your opinion on PDA (public display of affection)?
Lonely in Gorgeous – Tommy February
Hahahah…yea rite…
33. If someone you’ve been longing to talk to, brushes you off when you call him/her, what goes through your mind?
Shio – Clannad
I tink i remain stunned….(cuz dun und jap)
34. Why are you not studying now?
Tears on my guitar – Taylor Swift
Bcuz im missing him so muchie….(excuses)
35. If a girl kisses you, how would you feel?
La La La Love Song (Piano Version) – Long Vacation
OMGOMGOMG…..Thats not gonna be a love song duh!!!
Later going Alex’s house to watch movie.They planning to watch horror movie…I’m so gonna chicken out myself…Hehehe.
End of the post….
Holiday
Finals is around the corner,but i’m already dreaming away wanting to go for holiday.A friend of mine call up and ask me whether i wanna join them for Redang during my sem break on mid May. Even though its a interesting plan for a holiday but their’s some few matters bothers me.Firstly, i need to be considerate on my wallet.Going out for holiday is not a big problem but spending money is.I really hope i can get either one of the scholarship that i’ve apply though my result is not with flying colors, but still, i’ve tried. If nothing goes wrong, i wanna go Spore end of this year as i’ve never been to Spore before.I wanna go shopping,eating,clubbing and walking at the Sentosa beach (if i didn’t remember it wrongly).Hmmm…reallly really wish…..
I guess i better get back with my studies…oh yea…this coming Friday will have another indoor party.Hip hip hurray!!!
Scary
On our way back after mamak we saw a bunch of stray dogs again at the same place whr the houses is under construction.This time v took the long way back to our hse due to havin lesser people & moreover v do not have any tools for protection.On our way, we even saw this bunch of mat rempits but luckily they just make the hell of their motorbike noise just to show off.However, we still manage to camwhore a lil. *winks*
Walking on the street like nobody’s business
Posing on the streets (take 1)…Aiks how cum Cherrie stand so far geh???
Ponnie trying on her camwhore skill (take 2) but not used to wif my phone
Finally a nice 1 (take 3) but my face was covered wif ponnie’s head…but its ok….
When v finally reach inside westlake we though we r safe, almost.We saw 3 stray dogs including Bush(the stray dog’s name created by either Jon,Alex o Sam which its kind enough to accompany us walk to mamak and also once ‘battled’ with the bunch of stray dog which i said earlier). Too avoid the 2 stray dogs, v continue walking one big round again but this time is accompanied by Bush.At last v finally reach home safely whr i can still post a blog & not sleeping.I noe I noe its late now.Will b sleeping in awhile more.
Oh yea i almost forget.Thanks to Hemin who is kind enough to get us KFC for our lunch.
V enjoyed our lunch till my stomach is so damn full.Thanks to Hemin again.Take care thr yea 
Worrying
Tired on filling scholarship forms.I really hope i can get either one of it so that i do not need to loan it from the gov whr i need to pay back with my own sweat money in future =.= Exam is about 3weeks time from now.Im afraid i cant pass or score well.I have no confident at all.Moreover, if happens i fail any paper (TOUCH WOOD!!!) i need to repeat instead of resit.I do not want that to happen.Hell no!!!!I do not wanna b slacking behind whr all my frens is moving forward.I cant imagine that.Sigh….Hope the rain will stop soon as i really 1na enjoy mamak-ing wif frens….hmmm…
Been tagged
Ponnie tagged me….again….zzzzzzz… 
but im lovin it..jz to clear my boredom
001.Real name: Ong Lee Kuan
002.Nickname: Apple, ple ple, apaley, apiley, gal gal, dar dar (hehehe)
003. Married: Not available (zzzzz)
(where’s 004?)
005.Male or female: Female. O.o
007.High school: SMK Infant Jesus Convent
008.College: Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman
010.Short or long hair: Middle
015.Are you a healthy freak: Definitely not
016.Height: 165cm i tink
017.Do you have a crush on someone: Yuppie….
018.Do you like yourself: Not all the time…sigh….
019.Piercings: On my ears
(and where did 020 go, too?)
021.Righty or lefty: Righty
First*
022.Surgery: Yeah…
023.Piercing: Form 3
024.Person you see in the morning: Myself in the mirror
025.Award: Form 3 for taekwondo i tink
026.Sport you join: Taekwondo durin secondary school
027.Pet: none
028.Vacation: Genting
029.Concert: none
030.First crush: i dunno his name…hehhe….
(and they skipped from 031 – 048. Okay, not complaining. =P)
Currently*
049.Eating: nothing
050.Drinking: water
052.I’m about to: finish my scholarship essay
Your future*
058.Want kids: yuppie…but only 2 a gal & a boy (paiseh)
059.Want to get married: mayb
060.Careers in mind: Host for 8tv
Which is better*
068.Lips or eyes: eyes
069.Hugs or kisses: Kiss as hugs will follow up…muahahha
070.Shorter or taller: taller yeah!!
072.Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
074.Sensitive or loud: ??? i tink loud
075.Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant
Have you ever*
078.Kissed a stranger: not yet
079.Drank bubbles: nope
080.Lost glasses/contacts: nah i dun need to wear any of those ;P
081.Ran away from home: yeah
082.Liked someone younger: admire their look counted??
083.Liked someone older: definitely
084.Broken someone’s heart: yes
085.Been arrested: nope
087.Cried when someone died: of cuz
088.Liked a friend: yeah
Do you believe in*
089.Yourself: sometimes
090.Miracles: yeah
092.Heaven: yeah
093.Santa Claus: nope
095.Magics: of cuz
096.Angels: only d human angel which her name spells as angeline…lol
Answer Truthfully*
097.Is there one person you want to be right now: myself
099.Do you believe n God: yup
100.Tag 5 people: Cherrie, Angeline, Tricia, Amelia, Brian
Fireflies
As usual me & my frens went mamak earlier today.Guess wat we saw while we was on our way to ghany,fireflies!!!Have u seen a real fireflies before?Now i can proudly tell u guys i have!!Although its a one and only fireflies,but i deep down inside my heart,im excited as i though fireflies has already extinct.Fireflies can only live a day only.So sad.But still,i manage to video it This is the pic i capture it from the video.
Almost flying awa,but Alex caught it back
Saw the green light???D light is on its body itself.
Another slightly clearer look on the green light on its body.I wanted to on my camera light but im afraid d bug will fly away.Hmmm.Dats all for today though.Need to wake up in about 6hrs time to go campus….for fun (due to holiday nothing better else to do) .Adios.
Yam cha
Last fri,me & my frens went for yam cha session and its almost a week dat i din join them for ghany(our mamak stall name).Being random on dat day,i manage to take some of the pic.Just for the fun on it.Here it goes.
Frm d L-R: Brian,Lawrence,KarMay & Ponnie
Ponnie & Cherrie posing.Jeremy 1ted to cum into d pic,unfortunately he doesnt a giraffe’s head.LOL.
Frm L-R: Sam,Jon,Max & Brian again
The mamak guy & Jeremy
Ponnie as usual playing Brian’s phone.I like the lighting at her back
Of cuz not forgetting me la hor.Btw,im wearing my strawberry headband which i bought in Cameron last 2weeks.Hehehe.
Drinking ice lemon tea…*ssssllllllluuuuuurrrrrrrppp*
Got piss off, as usual the food is late and Im hungry while Jeremy has already finish eating his supper.Damn.Lesson of the day,dun order roti canai when you are super hungry as d mamak ppl need time to plant the wheat….
Jeremy wasnt even kind enough to treat me his cucumber.Sigh…have to wait for my roti canai to arrive la…..hehhee
After supper,only me & KarMay went home while the others went to cyber cafe & game till 5am++.Phew,luckily i din follow.
As for today,i almost have our group presentation for pengajian malaysia.All thanks to Averse that he’s smart enough to remember to wrong date for our presentation therefore we have to postpone it to next mon which is our actual date to present.Tomorrow,i got eng presentation as well but also postponed due to one of my group member fall sick.So we have to be the last group to present.Zzzzzzz.Such a bad week as a start.
Cameron Highland
Its my 1st time going to Cameron with my family last sun, and its been a long time we don’t really have family trip every since I’ve started studying.D weather thr is breezy all the time.Its cooling,but ntg much along the way,only narrow road which almost makes me puke.
Nv seen this type of pondok in malacca before
Slightly closer view of the pondok
Such a fine weather
I dun really noe wat plant is this anyway….hehehe
Nice plants
Not forgetting the fresh strawberries
Nice farm
I think its a cabbage
Thats my mom amaze with the plantation.Hehehe.
I seriously forgot wat plant is this d
My mom & dad.I look exactly like my dad dont i? 
My younger sis
My youngest sis & i
The 3of us
On our way bak home we stop at the lata kinjang waterfall.D water is chilling.
Not forgetting packing back some strawberries for my hse mates.Hehehe.My mom bought alot of vege,strawberries,strawberry jam & etc to give out to her frens.Heheh.
We only go Cameron for a day trip as thr’s ntg much to venture thr,only vegetables.So dats all for now.Goin out yam cha session soon.Muahaha.
