Uncles
Yesterday get to meet the girls after so long. We went Green World cafe as it is Lian’s favorite spot for having a drink there. We went Aloha which is directly opposite of Green World after that and met up with Lian’s sister and friends. Get to dance awhile before Vendell came and invite me up to Aloha’s ktv which is located upstairs of Aloha celebrating one of Vendell brother’s birthday. I expect to dance more, but Mil said she doesn’t have the mood to do so as she was having a backbone pain plus there is alot of ah pek’s. =.=
Since downstairs was not that fun, I accepted Vendell’s offer and went upstairs which is less stuff compared to downstairs. I have this ‘wow’ expression when I step in to the ktv room because it is hell big. There was a pool table as well! Vendell and co. was in the room, went and wished the birthday boy, seated beside Vendell and wondering away on what the hell are they singing because all the songs they select were Chinese song. Soon after that, been accompanied by Vendell went back downstairs to pick Mil up. It was kinda bored, so I suggested that we play pool. Mil could not join us as she was wearing a super obscene low cut top that able to reveal her cleavage. Muahaha. In the end, I able to beat Vendell and Tony (if I didn’t remember his name wrongly) who replace Vendell later on because he has to make an urgent phone call. LOL.
After ktv, most of us dismiss at 2am because there was raid going on. I and Mil decided to have a drink in mamak before going home. Chia Ling came over after her shift ends. We chated and then we return home. Reached home about 4am plus and luckily there was no roadblock on my way except some silly mat rempits.
p.s: my dad is recover from the ’snake’ and i am happy to see that.
t.t.f.n ^.^
I thought i will be happy
Yesterday my dream really comes true. Not a good dream indeed. There is this day when i dreamt about me not getting ptptn loan. I told my friends and they ask me to worry less. Unfortunately, i went to DSA yesterday to check on the ptptn approval list. Out of my surprise, my name wasn’t there so does my friends. I went and check with Mr Khor, and he found that my name was in the rejected list. The reason he gave me was my certification wasn’t complete. I was like wtf? I certified each and every cert of mine. Mr Khor said he don’t really know the cause of it. He said he will recall our OMR form and can only reapply the loan next year. I was like NEXT YEAR? I told him i need the money urgently, he said the only way is to wait till next year, and he continue talking crap while my brain totally went blank at the moment. I couldn’t hold myself from crying. I end up embarrassing myself in front of my friends.
I have an oral Chinese test yesterday which i don’t intend to go at all. My leg was reluctant to walk up the stairs. When I reached the classroom, I end up keeping quiet in class to wait for my turn for the test. My lecture asks basic Chinese question till she ask a question about my family. She asks me to intro what my dad is working as and etc etc. When I told her that my dad was the bread winner in the family, then my lecturer ask me whether I have applied loan to ease my dad’s burden. Somehow I felt sensitive towards the ‘loan’ word. My tears end up rolling down my cheek again.
After Chinese test, I have replacement class for POP. As expected a lot of people have already return hometown and didn’t attend the class. Esther just revised again on what we don’t understand. I couldn’t concentrate at all so I dismiss myself earlier and pleaded Brian to fetch me.
When Brian came and fetch me, I started telling him that I have to postpone the money I owed him. My voice started shaking and tears started rolling down again. Luckily Brian was kind enough to get me 2 pieces of Kleenex tissue to wipe off my tears.
I do have lots of plan for my coming 3 months break with the loan money that I assume I will get. I plan to get a digital camera, upgrade my laptop RAM, change my hairstyle plus get something special for my dar dar’s birthday which is just around the corner. Yet, my plans have shattered. I do not know how to inform my dad about this bad news. Maybe I will keep the news just to prevent him from worrying much as he is still sick.
I know some of you might think it’s a silly thing to moan about financial problems. But have you ever experience having only rm50 to survive for the next 5 months to come? Can you feel the grief that I am going to face soon? Sometime being the eldest is not a good thing especially where you have to bear certain burden towards yourself.
Since I will be having 3months break plus my plans have to be canceled, I have to get a job which able to support me financially and also able to pay my school fees as well. I prefer to rely on both of my hands rather than help from others. Any job recommendation?
I’ve just consulted my cousin earlier, even she also agree that I delay telling this news to my dad. Thanks jie for the advised. I felt a lil relief after talking to you.
My mom questioned me earlier on why did my loan have not arrived. I lied to her telling her the government is always slow in processing those lists and will take sometime as what my cousin thought me to say. I tested my parents on what ‘if’ I got rejected on the loan. She just calmly told me to reapply again and of course I ‘agree’ with her. I hope I could tell my parents the truth…maybe one day….
You
Yesterday when i saw Calvin help Kmay to dry her hair after her shower kinda reminds me of my dar dar doing the same on me. I just love being pamper by him so much especially when he is around. But there is a problem. When he is around, i always tend to lose my concentrating especially in my studies. Each time when i wanna study, i’ll go cuddle around him. That is why sometime he choose to go out with Alex and Max for dota then to accompany me. Maybe because i miss seeing him so much plus the duration he will be around is insufficient for me. I tried many many many times to concentrate but to no avail. Tomorrow i will be seeing him again and also for the next few months to come as i’ll be having a long holiday. YAHOO~~ Can’t wait to see you and can’t wait to go back hometown. Miss my family and friends. My dad is sick…hope he will recover soon enough.
Any plans for merdeka eve? I’ll be in Malacca anyway, maybe gonna celebrate there..maybe clubbing???Hehehh
t.t.f.n ^.^
Curiosity
I happen to found out something surprised me yesterday other than Tien Seng’s birthday. I did not know a person could keep up his/her appearances till the person told me things that was worth my concern. Usually i would not even bother to listen, yet it somehow haunt me down. My bf said i should just advice the person and ask the person whether he/she like to be treated this way. In my own opinion, nobody would love to be treated the way i know of. Maybe i might be selfish at times, still, i pity the person been intimidate to the fullest. I guess i should just find a suitable time to confront the person or maybe is best not to interfere. Shall see about that. How i wish i could turn back time and return to my school days instead of this university life.
On the other note, maybe we will have drinking session to celebrate Tien Seng’s birthday tonight. I am broke…where is the ‘choi san’…my ptptn has not arrive yet…sigh……
t.t.f.n
Set wrong time
Supposedly, i have to wake up at 7.30am today since i have skipped so many times on my lecture class for this semester. When i woke up today, i was wondering why the sky is so bright. Later on, i search for my phone and out of my surprise, it was already 9.30am. I remember setting my alarm last night. How come the alarm didn’t manage to wake me up? I was not a heavy sleeper moreover i was not that dead tired and i am not drunk after a small bottle of carlsberg that me and my friends drank last night. Then i went and check my alarm, i only realize that i set it to p.m instead of a.m =.= SIGH. I didn’t manage to attend my classmate’s press conference and didn’t even wake Brian up for it as well. SORRY for that.
Today our final presentation went smoothly though in between there is some slight mistake. In overall, i guess it is fine. My body is aching…OMG….
Yesterday we (Jeremy, Vendell, Lawrence, Max and I) went waterfall at 6am. Brian and Ponnie ffk us. The water is so damn freazing cold. Majority of us couldn’t stand the cold especially Max 
. We even saw a snake there. Will upload the snake picture soon enough i guess due to my laptop got malware. Sigh. So much for today i guess. Have to buck up on my finals….T_T
UPDATE
Blur (self take for night mode fail)
Clear (Ponnie be my camera girl)
Snake in the waterfall
Can you see the snake head which is almost same color as the rock??
t.t.f.n ^.^
Been indicted
It is kinda depressing to be blame by your love ones though it is not your wrongdoings. I explained, but to no avail, eventually i was still been blamed.
Time will ease all the blaming i had. I would not blame anyone but myself. All thanks to the fucking malware which propagated in my beloved laptop…sigh… Though it might be a small problem, however, this malware caused me a trouble to handle. I am tired. Tired explaining the facts. Maybe at times i may be over sensitive on things along with my stubbornness towards certain matters. Some critiques i may accept it willingly, but some i may not embrace it at all. All I can say is, it will take me sometime to overcome my weakness.
And, from today onwards, i will not simply insert people’s pendrive into my laptop. I would not give a damn any longer either is it important or not. Or else, i have to bare all the consequences once more and debate about it all over again. I am tired of that.
On a happy note, i just found out a friend of mine are meeting someone who is slightly older than me a few years. I am happy for her that she is able to let go her past and start on a new journey. Hope you guys will be happy.
My close buddy joyie just went back to Kedah for her classes…it is quite sometime since the last i saw her. Miss her so much plus less one clubbing mate. Gonna plan clubbing night with the girls on Merdeka eve. Miss clubbing so much…
Today got back my chinese mid term and i scored B- which i aim higher than a that. Will work harder in my finals to score an A for it.
So much for my post today, will have a small drinking session with friends later.
t.t.f.n ^.^
Hip hip hurray!!!!
Well done to my EMC group members. A big THANK YOU for all your cooperation to present during Advertising class. We really take the challenge and go beyond though i believe all of us are nervous presenting in front of people we are not familiar with. At least, we still have good comments from ‘her’! YEAH!!!
Since i have already presentated my EMC, i will only have one more presentation which is my press conference on Monday. Gambateh to all my group members for Monday presentation. I believe as long as we present well, nothing can stop us from gaining good marks.
I am going to ghany tonight no matter what, though i have 8am class tomorrow =.=. At least a cup of ice lemon tea is able to soothe me well. 
Hip hip hurray!!!!
p/s: thanks to MingY and Vendell who is willing to stay back and be our only audience in PR…hehehe..THANK YOU~~
t.t.f.n ^.^
I’m giving up
Too soon to tell whether should i give up anot. This semester my performance in my studies are deteriorating, some of my assignment mates were equally not helpful, plus my own personal matters, all in a box. I thought 2008 would bring us all luck as 8 is Chinese’s lucky number? Maybe i was over superstitious i guess.
I have another 2 more presentation to go. Tomorrow i will have my EMC presentation which my lecture is a type of long winded kind of person who loves to talk talk and talk that take up much of our lecture time. I really hope i could present tomorrow where i will only need to concentrate on next Monday’s presentation which is my press conference.
Talking about my press conference? I guess it would be a nightmare for me. I do not wish things would turn out this way. I believe none of us would want it to be like this, yet…let bygones be bygones i shall say. I guess i better start putting more effort in my studies. Maybe my bf is right in the first place. Sigh.
t.t.f.n
Bread,Cheese & Ham
As usual i woke up and do my usual saturday chores, shower and my laundry. Today i have something special for my brunch which is bread with ham and cheese. How did i manage to get ham in Kampar? Thanks to Kampar tesco where it started to welcome us on their opening day which is Wednesday. Yesterday, Ponnie, Jeremy & I decided to cycle around Westlake. All of the sudden i suggested them whether are they willing to cycle slightly further up from Petronas because i recall that there is a lot of vehicle use that road. I told them maybe there is a short cut to tesco.
Eventually, we manage to find the short cut and we end up shopping in tesco awhile since tesco’s operating hours is from 8am till 1am till 31 of August..Hehehe.
I even found out another short cut which i am not sure whether is is a short cut or not. Will explore it one day.
Looking forward for tomorrow….Weeee~~~~
Gonna get back to my advertising assignment…adios
t.t.f.n ^.^
Everything is back
Surprisingly i woke up for classes today. YEAH!! But, none of my group members went for classes today except for Vendell. Thanks to Vendell who are kind enough to accompany me.
Got good news from IPC tutor as my mid term paper has been added extra 2 marks. Yeah…only 2 marks, but it still able to perk me up. Went for PR writing tutorial and guess what? I do not have any idea on the question given today. Consequences for not attending lecture class yesterday. Miss wants us to write a short 30 second radio script. Luckily, Vendell help up with some of his ideas and i write it out. Usually, either Ming-Y or Cherrie will be the one writing instead of me due to my limitation of languages =.=. I manage to finish up fast and pass it up. Miss Ilma mark it, gave us some comment on my usage of language and say our work is good and she wants to have a copy of our work? I was like OMG, it is not a good work. And she replied, “yes it is, and i want a copy of that”.
I walk out from the class with a happy face. If not for Vendell’s idea, i think i could not finish the work in time. Waited for bus. Once the bus turn in Westlake, i hurried myself to the office to check out on my laundry and yes! It is back. My blanket with my mother’s touch and love is back in my hands. Came home and hurried to check on the blanket and make sure it is stain free and all, and indeed it is clean as before. Another YEAH!!
Went online, and as usual i went reading friends blog. He has a good news but she has not. The he is trying to change to a better life and i am glad for him. However, the she is not happy with herself it seems. I would not comment further, maybe i will find a proper time to talk to her face to face which is much more better i think. Or maybe i might as well just mind my own business.
Tesco is opening tomorrow so yeah i will be going. Most probably morning? Then i am able to attend my replacement pr class at 3pm. Venue, i am not sure where is it yet. Will ask my class rep later.
t.t.f.n ^.^
