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Few more steps

Another 3 more days it will be 2009 while 2008 will be left behind. Lots of things happen in 2008. Some are good but majority were bad. There were lots of restriction that prevent me from doing what i wanna do which i felt really miserable at times. Invisible tears often roll down my cheek without me realizing it.

I wanna get rid of  this problems i have as soon as possible. Been having a facade every since the problem arise. Such a torture. Striving so hard to lessen this burden and the good part was it works a lil, i hope. I even gave myself some encouragement to stay strong till now. Just another few more days to go and i shall let it go.

I really wish and hope 2009 will be better. I wanna be myself again. Enjoying what i love to do most….


The letter

I submitted my resignation letter yesterday while i was working in Tropicana. I actually did not expect my manager was on his rest day. Therefore, i submitted the letter to my supervisor which is a very outgoing and friendly malay girl. I might make used of her yesterday by using her staff purchase and she also gave me the ass-prit paper bag which was not possible to give any staff who purchase the product using s.p. So now i have the current red color paper bag plus the christmas one in black as well which i previously got it while i was working in 1u. Now all i have to wait is till they deduct all my replacement off day and hopefully can go back to Malacca as soon as possible before school starts. In the letter i lied saying that i got the offer to study in Utar taking pr course?? Which the real fact that i have actually studying pr for a year now and going for a 2nd year?? LOL. Some may ask me why i still need to submit the letter where i actually can self terminate from the company within 48hours for not reporting to work? The main reason is because of my selfishness as i still wanna get the staff purchase after i leave the company?? So that is all about it.

Since i am alone today i shall go shopping! And thanks for the voucher Sam!

Looking forward for new year eve….woohoo~~

t.t.f.n ^.^


Tropicana Mall

Resignation letter done. All i have to wait is for the 28th to arrive where i can hand in my letter to my manager stating im resigning from ass-prit. Just another few more days….and i am still counting down the days!!

Today, the new ass-prit outlet has born in tropicana mall. Nothing much yet. Still the starbuck is always seducing me to step in and purchase a cup of chocolate frappacino where the outlet is actually opposite ass-prit. Damn! But i still stay calm by not splurging. Muahahaa…

Xmas eve is tomorrow, yet i am working. Hmm. New year eve can’t celebrate i guess. This year i can’t really celebrate big occasion with hubby. Feeling a lil sad but what can i do…sigh.

Anyway, i wanna go out yam cha with jeremy already la…

t.t.f.n


Biatch

I have been working in this kinda line for almost a month plus now and honestly i have never encounter such a pretender?? Supposedly my work starts at 11pm, and she came late giving me excuses that it is traffic jam. I was like come on la, you should know better that KL will have traffic congestion during Saturday?? DUH!! And the worse thing was after work, she pretend to forget she need to pay me on the spot. She hold my pay till i open my mouth to ask for it. In return she told me that my commission have not calculate yet. I was like wtf?? She have been jotting down on a tissue paper to keep track on how many shots i have sold?? Yesterday was quite okay. I manage to sell 38 shots?? I have never been able to sell more than that. So my commission for yesterday should be rm38 as 1 shot is rm1. The stupid biatch is keeping my commission. Anyhow, i still have to be patient for the next 3weeks to come before i end this sucky job!! Yesterday i bump into one of the vm (visual merchandiser) for ass-prit with her bf i assume. I quickly turn away to prevent from her from recognizing me. Why? This is because it stated clearly in the appointment letter of ass-prit that the employer are not allow to work any other jobs other than ass-prit or else he/she will be terminated?? NO WAY man!! I do not wanna have any bad records in a big company like ass-prit. I might consider working in ass-prit company when i have graduated?? More likely in the office compare to being promoter la. Anyway, got to go now. Work calls!

p/s: can someone send me a copy of resignation letter ar? Cherrie do you have a sample for it and all i have to do it edit a lil???HEHHEHE

t.t.f.n ^.^


Partay~

Not the club party that i am referring to. It is actually Malex’s party tonight! It feels like it had been a long long time i did not attend any of my friends birthday party, moreover with the gathering we will be having. Plus this time round, i am actually going with my bf. Hip hip hurray!!

Supposedly, i have to work in Scarlet yesteday. However, there was a problem arise so i went home early at about 1am though i have been working full shift in ass-prit for the pass 2days. Tonight i might be working as well but location tbc. While i was waiting for my supervisor in Scarlet, i actually prefer the songs there compare to Barcelona. Those R&B. Maybe KL club nowadays perfer trance which i find it hard to dance??

Next week onwards, i will be transfer to Tropicana Mall somewhere in between SS2 and Section 17. All i know it is located beside the Prudential building. The opening day of ass-prit in tropicana should be the 18th of dec. Yet, the glasses and deco was not ready yet. Therefore, my schedule will be free a lil. I am counting those days till the 4th jan (which is Cherrie’s birthday) which is the day i will quit this misery job of mine! Can’t wait to see my manager’s face when i hand in my resignation letter?? LOL. Till then i will only have 1week more to spend quality time with my love ones before my class starts. :) I miss my room!! I miss ghany!! Hahhaa.

p/s: i know it has been a long time i did not upload any picture. wtd, my laptop got stupid malware ma. wait for it yea ;)

t.t.f.n ^.^


My Beloved Baby

I went back to Malacca yesterday with M.A.D. Why? The reason i go back Malacca is because i need to switch car with my dad as i have accidentally distroy his car T_T. While M.A.D wanted to attend bboy competition in Malacca. So skip the part and back to my car. My dad already service the car jor so i am very happy that i can drive my car everywhere and anytime. Muahahah. I love my baby car….YAHOO~~~ I am actually freaking tired after a long journey, yet i am happy…HAHHAHA


Last Sat

I went Barcelona as was invited by a friend of mine. Wanted to go MOS but he said the liquor was freaking expensive as MOS has some special event on that day. Invited Yuki to tag along with me, but she resisted as she need to accompany her new bf. Wanted to go home earlier as on Sun i will be working full shift (that was the day i met a small accident). Later about 12.30am Yuki said she’s coming. So i extend my outing till about 2am? I have always wanted to try dancing while standing on a stool or on a table where everyone in the club are able to see you and only you? That day me and Yuki was standing on top of the sofa dancing like nobody business and we are like the limelight on that night? So cool! And there was this guy stranger or maybe Yuki bf’s friend wanted to dance with us by standing on the sofa, but was asked to sit back down because Barcelona only allow girls to do so and maybe the guys will spoil their beloved sofa?? Funny thing. Still the dj can’t impress me with their “back to old school” song. I really loathe the music there like seriously!! Yet i have no choice la. Maybe someother time i can go MOS leh??HEHHEHE.


Why

I wanted to venture my anger and frustration in my blog last night. All thanks to the stupid internet connection so eventually i forgot what i wanted to blog about. I actually met a small accident yesterday on my way to work. I was not aware that i was too near to the divider when i wanted to take a U-turn but ended up hitting it and my tire went burst while the rim form a little dent on it. Went to work. Stupid Abigail gave me a verbal warning.

FYI I got my first warning last week because of my meal break time which i have not been told about the company’s policy on it that i have to come back at 2pm by hook or by crook if my meal break was given at 1pm regardless of what time i go out for my lunch! I only remember having an hour lunch break though. So for example your break supposedly is 12pm, and i went out at 12.30pm for instance. So by law, i have to punch in at 1.30pm right? But for ass-prit policy, i have to punch in at 1pm as well. So conclusion i only have half an hour break time???!! Damn pathetic! So now, i act wisely by going out break at the given time although i am serving the customer half way. Hey, i don’t give a damn okay!! My break is more important! Another reason for getting the warning letter is also because of taking mc without informing her or my superior half an hour earlier before my commencement work time. Wtf?? Little bit, little bit give warning letter. Screw her la. I personally don’t give a freaking damn about those warning letters that Abigail gave me. I won’t be a confirm staff for ass-prit anyway!!

I did not tell my parents about the small accident i had till today when my mom called. I have the courage to tell her about it. So now i am waiting for my dad to screw me back i guess. Hmm…nothing to blog about anymore. Will update soon again when i am free i guess.

t.t.f.n ^.^